here in my car

in madison.
what a weird thought. i dont have any friends here. but ive read 2 books. i feel accomplished because ive read 3 books total this summer. its been a really long time since i read a book for fun. high school takes the fun of reading books right out of you and replaces it with having to write awful plot summaries or character analysis afterwards. i mean its been awhile since i got to read a book, and then do nothing more with it. just shut the last page and leave it. it feels nice. these three books include: the sirens of titan by vonnegut, zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance by pirsig, and another vonnegut one called slapstick.
anyways im going back home tomorrow to collect the rest of my shit. i feel bad for going home only after a week, but i think it will be ok. i lost my keys anyways. what a dumb fuck. i cant believe that i did that. im scared that amy might think that im dumb for losing them....ive never done anything like that before.
oh yeah i took a quiz online and it told me i was borderline dissocitive disorder...weird.
time to pack and get ready to go.
i get to see kari tomorrow. i havent seen her in a year. wow.